I need to get this off my chest…
When I was going into year three bullying became really bad for me, I was bullied everyday until the end of year six. Its amazing what a group of girls can actually do. To be push up against the toilet walls most days or having them cut my hair, it became pretty normal for me until these words started coming out of their mouths ” your fat, ugly, worthless” every single day, I’d go home crying every afternoon, but the school never done anything about it, the girls were just getting worse and worse they’d hit me and kick me, they’d leave me out of pretty much everything, they’d tell me horrible things that would make me just get down, they’d hit me in the head with a metal bell or the cricket bats we use to use, they’d kick soccer balls at me, trip me, knock my lunch off the table, one day I was standing there and one girl just turned around and started hitting me for no reason. I had no friends I was alone most of time, I’d be getting the blame for bullying them, then everything just came crashing down, I was boarder line on an eating disorder, I’d eat a spoonful of my dinner and lunch and then the words would come into my head “your fat enough” and I’d go throw it up. Having a group of girls bully me for four years straight really friggen sucked, not having any friends having no one to talk to, just being bullied. I just wanted it all to end I just wanted to stop being hit and kicked and just the names id be called to stop that’s all I wanted. I still have nightmares from being put up against the walls of the toilets and threatening me that they’d punch me in the face if I didn’t keep quiet and then having my hair pulled out. Primary school was honestly one of the most horrible things I’ve ever been through. But it has made me the strong person I am today but I don’t understand how people get a kick out of bullying someone else. It’s soo wrong.
